THIS IS SO RANDOM

Just when you thought you couldn’t write, you write. There’s no electricity, there’s my laptop with crashing battery, and there are novels which my eyes refuse to read. There are a lot of times when I’m bored and I say “I could really use a book right now”. That isn’t today. My heart and mind want Catching Fire. It’s hard to read a different book when you haven’t finished another. This always happens with Artemis Fowl. This borrowed book has already been with me for 9 months. It gets neglected every time I have time for it.

I was so happy with the announcement of no classes last night due to typhoon Pedring only to wake up with a brown out society. I’ve drunk my coffee, fed myself up with playing cards and now what shall I do? M2 has a lot of things to do but thanks to Pedring we can’t do them.

I’m so bored I want another cup of coffee. I’m so bored that if somebody dares me, I’d eat this left jawbreaker with the deal that, that somebody would go here (at home) just to get bored with me. I can’t tweet. Globe’s signal won’t allow me to.

What shall I do with this lazy weather? I can go to MegaMall, watch a movie, drink coffee and surf the internet until the coffee shop closes.

I can’t stand entertaining myself by imagining things ‘cause it just leads me back to reality. It won’t happen. Or maybe it would but what are the chances? .001 percent? Maybe less.

My brain told me to get a pen and papers for me to write. Now that I am, my hand writes random words it knows. Then I ask myself “who would read this long, boring story?” My brain answers “I don’t know. I don’t care. I just need to spill words out cause every stimuli in me is so bored”. I might be going crazy. I’ve been thinking a lot.

When I’m sad, I write. When I’m happy, I write. And now that I’m bored, I’m writing. Maybe taking up Commerce-Marketing just so I could get in to UST is a bad idea. Would I succeed if I took up Mass Communication elsewhere? But fate led me here. Why? Maybe because there are people I should meet and things I should learn.

I don’t know if I should stop writing or not. I don’t know if I should post this or not. I don’t know why I am writing in English and not in Tagalog. I just don’t...know.